THINGS ARE LEFT UNSAID

When you woke up and left me dead

I turned around but then you walked mislead

I tried to talk but you don’t hear

I tried to hear but you won’t speak

Oh and if everything was just nothing

Well to me it was certain

You wanted to trash things that we both made up,

You wanted everything to be forgotten

Things are left unsaid

My mind goes spinning slaughtered

Now I am half awake

Trying to endure, trying to stay

Hearing your heartbeat makes me want to lay

Scream the pain and recapture myself someday

SUPERHUMAN

I have to be strong

So he could be stronger

I have to understand

So he could find the will to understand himself

I have to stay calm

So he could start releasing his pain

I have to sacrifice

So I could help him regain himself again

LAST

Though it’s too late

Though pain was always there to make

Thought there are chances wasted which I never take

Still it was never wrong to give it one last faith

Yet I know it would be hard

Still I wanted to take the risk instead of sitting

Though I feel like it was about to go

Still I wanted to try one last bow

Stay is what I wanted you to do

Even risks are greater than the mountain dew

I swear It’ll be forever this time

If you would just let your sight catch mine

???

He was such gentle

He wasn’t as hard as a mantle

He was never tough as a newfangled

I stared but he left my sight

I talked but he was deaf that he deprived

I heard but I wasn’t the one who told

It was like a song without its symphony

I can’t bear the pain

It seemed to waste all the strength that I have gained.

Though I know from the start it was innate

Still I gave faith that has always been drained

I thought this one last moment

Wouldn’t be so hard that makes you too indolent

But I guess bittersweet took his fate

Neared our sight that we both discerned it really straight

IDK. I just felt writing :|

Harebrained Demeanor

MUST alleviate longer

Darn this anxiety I’m feeling

When I stand for immoral circumstances



Petrified with the fact of losing

You see, I am not so bleeding

Vile expectation must ditch

You and I must relinquish



So earlier before things get hard-hitting

We’re both smiling

Now vague thoughts are all flickering

If all I’d said are things I’ll be able to stand firm



And if you could figure out this inscription thing

Hey, You must have a depiction that comes from within

HEY,

Scenery of a lending hand for friends,
I have never seen such wide smiles like them.
Always here when needed
Because mom had always taught me to be there
Especially when it is said.

Series of superb efforts has always been laid,
But most of the time it has always been played.
Giving out best for a lifetime history,
Then what you’ll get is just a two story.

One for making it good, another for making it in awhile,
But what about the sacrifices you had to make so it would still is worthwhile?
Never did they give attention for your own loads of time.

Unappreciated works when you are still on the jive.
Now forever gone and thought would be denied,
Haven’t you ever had a clue?
Of what I am talking about is you?

So now you knew,
Why don’t you take the time left?
Of me having recognized by you.

STILL YOU.

I was young
And was so stunned
Until the day that I caught your sight
And had found the day when your eyes went to mine

We were once happy

Your velvet voice
My blushing laughs

We are obscure
knew a little for what we are up to
yet we were then a child

One day I saw you
And again searching for my eyes
I had begun to fathom what you’re trying to enact

That that time, you are actually saying goodbye

I didn’t want to make a fuss
Knowing things will not change
I didn’t want to understand
Knowing that even, things will still be the same

Years has passed since our love last
It was still painful like I have been slaughter
I still want him back
But I prefer not to bother

I want to believe that it was destined to be apart
And as soon as everything seize parts
As soon as realizing that not everyone is a part
Fate would bring him back
To where and whom he has left the start.